i guess this blog is dying?
haha, i'm updating cos now slacking at work, for awhile :P

hmmm....
announcing that i'm an official NTU student now!
just accepted it just now :D

i'm really looking forward to a student life again!
dread working, though got income, but life here is not fulfilling enough
i need to take in new knowledge everyday, or at least let my brain work :P

when uni life starts, that's when my life will get more exciting?
i really hope so!!
cos life now, though busy, is still not what i wan
i want to continue schooling! though i may hate studying :P
but i guess at least learning what i love and have passion for, i'll survive and work hard!
cos that's where my passion lies and that's what i want to do well for :)
so, i shall study hard, and learn my languages well!
now that i'm going to take chinese for 4 years, i'm going to master my jap and kor oso
during this period of 4yrs, i'm going to pursue my passion and u may call it my dream
but when i strive, i'll never forget the gohonzon! cos that's where my energy comes from, from strong daimoku and of course, the strong life force that i have after sincere daimoku! :D

seriously, i can't wait till sch starts, i wan my student life back so badly!!!
woohoo~ ^^

a few important dates to take note of:

7may, SJ's teaser for 4jib's title song will be revealed!

13may, SJ's 4jib will be released online and offline :)

14may, SJ's comeback stage on music bank^^

and then their promotions for 4jib will start!
so exciting, i really can't wait any longer!
i've waited for so long just for them to comeback
though it may not be complete with just 10 members, but i'm satisfied alr :)
SJ oppas, HWAITING!! ^^

anw, i want my korea trip so badly!!! i want to go korea!
dunno if it can be realised b4 uni starts or not...
but wells, if can't, i'll go with my khakis for SS2 in KL during dec ba~ ^^
it'll be so fun cos they went there a few times alr, so they're experienced :P
free and easy plus loads of fun!! :)))
can't wait :D

we should really cherish what we have right now, and never take things for granted...
you never know when you will leave this piece of earth that you are on now and enter a brand new environment, but for now, i will include prayers for George Toh Zheng Xuan, a student of NYJC, who was a bright and helpful, hardworking and good student.

Though i don't know him, nor seen him before, but he was a student with great aspirations, and to fulfil his dream, he had worked so hard for it. yet such a cruel accident took his life away, and all the dreams, the hard work he had put in, had gone with him...

seeing this, wouldn't you cherish what you have right now? to show more love to your loved ones, to create value in your life so that you will live with no regrets? well, he may have left us, but his spirit will still be with all of you, NYJCians who are taking the A level exams this year. he didn't get to take his exams and make his mark in life, but all of you NYJCians are going to do that and make him proud!

So, pls include George Toh in your prayers, rest in peace...

okay, this incident that i'm going to rant about happened yesterday, when i was on my way to ting's hse with yip...

yip and i boarded the bus to ting's hse at the bus stop, and apparently, the bus was travelling at a speed of 30km/h, so to say it's literally crawling it's way to our destination

after a few stops, the bus stopped at this particular bus stop and an uncle came walking up, walking towards the inner part of the bus
when he walked in, he happened to walk pass this sec sch boy who gave way to him and looked at his direction
but this uncle, being unreasonable, started scolding this boy for staring at him
when that boy didn't do anything wrong at all
he was just playing his some game on his handphone and looking up to see who walked past and there he was, getting scolded by this unreasonable uncle

and so, this uncle started scolding him, but the boy argued back in a seemingly polite way to me, meaning no vulgarities, just an angry and annoyed tone
the whole bus kept quiet while they quarrel while yip and i continued to talk softly, if not it will really be very awkward...
and then the ubcle started saying things like "you want to fight is it?" "get down the next bus stop, we settle there" and the boy retorted "why must i get down at your bus stop? i'm not your dog. u ask me to get down then i get down??"
then the uncle started scolding vulgarities, which is the F*** word (i can't bring myself to say this word)
the boys still hasn't said anything vulgar, just really pissed off, cos he really got scolded for no reason
if i was him, i would have been pissed off as well

then when the bus stopped at the next bus stop, the uncle got down and threw his specs on the bench
actually the situation would have been solved if the bus driver would just drive off cos the boy didn't get down anw
but that driver just opened the door again and let the uncle come up again!
how ridiculous is that?
and so the uncle came up again to drag the boy down
and apparently, he didn't manage to drag him down cos he was resisting
but the uncle, in the process of dragging, hit me on the back cos i was just standing in front of them (i know the situation is hard to imagine...)
and the moment he hit me, i wanted to turn and glare at him
but i think if i did that, i'll create more trouble, not like the situation is not bad enough...
and so i kept quiet and when the uncle didn't succeed in dragging the boy down, he went down the bus...
by then, the boy had already started scolding vulgarities, cos the uncle started it first and the uncle just wouldn't stop saying the F*** word

and then there was a kind auntie on the bus who stood up from her seat and gave it to the boy, calming him down by saying "boy, don't fight... be a gentleman" and the boy just nodded his head...

the whole situation was really dramatic and seriously, what's the problem with that uncle??

i'm just relieved that the whole situation was resolved!

this site is seriously rotting... haha

lately, very little ppl are actually updating their blogs
cos everyone can just update their status on fb and twitter :)

haha, soon i'll be one of them and will leave this blog to rot....
hope not!
will try to rmb to update once in awhile :P

i'm seriously tired of working

need to find an interesting job that can keep my passion there
and most importantly, enough income for me to be able to save up for my uni fees...

i must set prayers and chant sincerely
only then will i be able to see changes in myself and the environment around me
that's when chances will appear and i'll grab it tight!

fighting!!

not much excitement in life recently
just that i think this blog is dying soon.........

anw, everyday routine is really sian
but driving lesson is always fun! :))
decided to stop korean lessons already
cos i'm really broke
i believe with constant daimoku, i'll be able to have wisdom
and when i do so, self studying korean shouldn't be too much of a hassle or problem to me ^^
i believe i can do well even if it's just self studying
i'll sign up to take my KLPT :))
hehe, and i'll pass well!!

now to focus on studying korean and buddhism
and my driving theory and really do well in everything that i learn

i'll accumulate good fortune
and with determination, i'll strive to increase my dist's membership!

jiayous!
fighting!!
all the way!!!
hang in there!!!!
cos there are even tougher challenges coming up
and that's when i have to be even stronger, physically and mentally :)